Brokenhearted

No matter what I do it seems I always get hurt in some way. I don't get it what have I done to deserve this pain all the time. I mean it's not that hard to text someone once within the day. Seriously could be really busy day or something short but nothing, seriously? Just drives me insane. I mean yeah we aren't together like in an official relationship but still that's just inconsiderate. I'm just tired of getting hurt. I think someone will be different but they are all the same. I think guys are just dumb because they don't get anything.

I sit here waiting, waiting for you
But your off doing whatever you do
Not a word, a message, not anything
I have no idea what tomorrow might bring
I hope and pray that everything is okay
Because I hear nothing today
Confused, hurt, and alone
Just please, please make it up to me
I just really want us to be
There is so much more to us
Then just having fun
I think I know why this kills me so much
Cause I didn't realize that
I am slowly falling in love with you
And you don't even know

I love you

You'll never know how much you mean to me. The way my heart still skips a beat every time I see you.  When you kiss me I feel like a firework, exploding with joy. How much I miss you when your gone even though I just saw you. Because when you love someone like this you never want to be away from them. You don't know what it means for me just to call and say goodnight or how the sound of your voice makes everything better. That if I'm having the crappiest day ever I can hear your voice and know everything will be okay. You are my wonderful, amazing, spectacular boyfriend. And you know what else,

I love you

So maybe you'll read this and know that your are mine and that I care so much. How proud of you I am at everything you do. And that I am always thinking of you, you and that wonderful smile of yours. And all I do is hope that you love me like this too.

OVERBOARD

right now I'm am tryng everything not to explode. Idk what I am going to do. I need to run fast away. I am having way too many breakdowns and I can handle them. Idk what to do. As I sit here I am trying not to cry and start shaking into a ball. I am literally shutting down. All my depression symptoms have come back. I'm having severe attacks. I don't feel like doing anything. I can't do anything at all. and i' not sure what to do about it. Plus I just got informed that my bank account is negative. So ot sure how to handle that cause I won't get paid till next week.

So I'm trying really hard to to jump off the building right now. And I'm not sure what to do.

Run Away

Well here I am at 4 in the morning. I can't sleep, I have a serious migrane, and mostly I feel like my life is falling apart. I'm not sure what to do. I need an entire week off from school. I wanna be away from everything and just hide out with my family here in bargersville. I'm going to talk myself into gong to history, I've missed that class enough. .But I really don't wana go home. I lkie being her. I don't eat as much which means hopefully I'll finally loose wight. I have tons of things to do, yet I don't do them. I am realizing I do way way better on a laptop. So i need to get mine fixed. Desperatly. I think that would help me a lot. I really should sleep cause I'm tired. But now I've got myself worked up. Ugh...so so much hw. And I need a job. I jsut wanna crawl into a lil dark hole and stay there. I don't wanna die...no I'm over that...just a hibernation would be nice. And I rele wanna stay here in bargersville. I feel loved here...I think.

Rescue Me

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