Run Away

Well here I am at 4 in the morning. I can't sleep, I have a serious migrane, and mostly I feel like my life is falling apart. I'm not sure what to do. I need an entire week off from school. I wanna be away from everything and just hide out with my family here in bargersville. I'm going to talk myself into gong to history, I've missed that class enough. .But I really don't wana go home. I lkie being her. I don't eat as much which means hopefully I'll finally loose wight. I have tons of things to do, yet I don't do them. I am realizing I do way way better on a laptop. So i need to get mine fixed. Desperatly. I think that would help me a lot. I really should sleep cause I'm tired. But now I've got myself worked up. Ugh...so so much hw. And I need a job. I jsut wanna crawl into a lil dark hole and stay there. I don't wanna die...no I'm over that...just a hibernation would be nice. And I rele wanna stay here in bargersville. I feel loved here...I think.