Tuesday, November 9, 2010

OVERBOARD

right now I'm am tryng everything not to explode. Idk what I am going to do. I need to run fast away. I am having way too many breakdowns and I can handle them. Idk what to do. As I sit here I am trying not to cry and start shaking into a ball. I am literally shutting down. All my depression symptoms have come back. I'm having severe attacks. I don't feel like doing anything. I can't do anything at all. and i' not sure what to do about it. Plus I just got informed that my bank account is negative. So ot sure how to handle that cause I won't get paid till next week.

So I'm trying really hard to to jump off the building right now. And I'm not sure what to do.

Monday, November 1, 2010

Run Away

Well here I am at 4 in the morning. I can't sleep, I have a serious migrane, and mostly I feel like my life is falling apart. I'm not sure what to do. I need an entire week off from school. I wanna be away from everything and just hide out with my family here in bargersville. I'm going to talk myself into gong to history, I've missed that class enough. .But I really don't wana go home. I lkie being her. I don't eat as much which means hopefully I'll finally loose wight. I have tons of things to do, yet I don't do them. I am realizing I do way way better on a laptop. So i need to get mine fixed. Desperatly. I think that would help me a lot. I really should sleep cause I'm tired. But now I've got myself worked up. Ugh...so so much hw. And I need a job. I jsut wanna crawl into a lil dark hole and stay there. I don't wanna die...no I'm over that...just a hibernation would be nice. And I rele wanna stay here in bargersville. I feel loved here...I think.

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Rescue Me

Tip 2
1) RSS can be useful for older students but not for the younger elementary ones. It wouldn't be as useful to them as it would in high school. With high school they can look up certains topics and find links.

2)I would reccomend it for parents because it will make it eaiser to stay connected in what the child/student is learning. the teacher can send links to get parents more involved and to have them urther work on goals woth the child.
3) I believe teachers are the most to benifit from RSS. They can suscribe to other teachers' blogs to create a teaching community where they can bounce ideas back and forth. This helps them to learn more about the teacher experience.