right now I'm am tryng everything not to explode. Idk what I am going to do. I need to run fast away. I am having way too many breakdowns and I can handle them. Idk what to do. As I sit here I am trying not to cry and start shaking into a ball. I am literally shutting down. All my depression symptoms have come back. I'm having severe attacks. I don't feel like doing anything. I can't do anything at all. and i' not sure what to do about it. Plus I just got informed that my bank account is negative. So ot sure how to handle that cause I won't get paid till next week.
So I'm trying really hard to to jump off the building right now. And I'm not sure what to do.
It'll be ok, Sarah. Alright? I promise. Just text me or send me a message or something whenever you want.
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